the good, the bad, and the ugly

there used to be a girl who let things roll off her shoulder, who always tried to stay positive in shady situations, and who never let other people's negativity get to her (maybe never, but almost never at least). i miss being that girl. i'm so scared that some of the crap that i have experienced in the last few years has made me cynical and has pushed me past the point at which i am able to assume the best in people and situations. sometimes i find myself in that old state of mind, but then the littlest thing will knock me right back out of it. how can i get back for good? or, do i even want to go back to that jennie?



"no i won't cry on the outside, anymore."