no work on the morrow!

the whispering pines gang calls todd chitty chitty bang bang. i think that means they are "special" friends. i wish i could be one of his "special" friends. but then who would be lauren's "special" friend? i dunno if she needs one because she lives in ohio. lame.

andy is in kansas. lame. he is dating nadia. we are the same height. that is neat.

i am going running tomorrow. i swear it. 10 am in the morning (mwahaha) i will be at memorial and it will be crazy bootyliciously fun. yay.

i don't get to do habitat for humanity because i am irresponsible. everyone who didn't know i was irresponsible should raise their hand. hold it high! that sucks if your hand is up because that is one of my most obvious traits. again, i apologize lauren. but i will just blame it on the retard receptionist because, well, she sucks.

on another note. i told my family that they fucked me up when i was younger. scenario: my uncle was bitching about how my cousin didn't win the bike decorating contest for the 4th of July and the girl that did win had a shitty looking bike. he was saying all of this in front of my cousin, basically teaching him that if you think you should win, and you don't, then it must have been rigged and you need to complain. lame. it is becoming more and more apparent where i got this damn competitive streak from, isn't it. and my grandma seemed genuinely confused when i said all of this to her. it was as if she had no idea what was wrong with having such a strong desire to win and to succeed. but i'm not sure how my competition she has been involved in her life besides the 1/2 court basketball they played back in the day in iowa. ah well. not a whole ton i can do about it now, eh?

one more thing. i'm in a glass case of emotions! yeah woo!


"no i won't cry on the outside, anymore."