almost time

first newscast is this afternoon...then again a number of times throughout the course of the next week. i'm confident in the work that i put into producing it, but at the same time, i'm nervous for the reaction of everyone after this first show. people at work are watching it. if all goes well, they'll be impressed. but, if things go wrong...as they very possibly might b/c it is almost everyone's first LIVE newscast...then there will be criticism.

i'm aware of the fact that, if there is criticism, it more than likely won't be due to my actions. and if it is, i know that i am strong enough to take it. learn from it. grow. but it will hurt nonetheless. ah well, whatever will be, will be, eh?

anyways, had to get some last minute footage for my project for another class. it's about the right to hold demonstrations, rallies, parades, etc. on campus without having to get it approved by the administration. luckily, there was a bit of an spo fair today so lots of people were out hawking their activities. and...little miss slu...most of my b-roll is of the "save a life, soak a zeta" thingy. so, when your wait is finally up and you get to watch my story when it is put on the website...you can also see your zeta sisters. i think i recognized one of the girls from your pictures out at ginger cove. i think it's the girl who's place it is or who's boyfriend's place it is. either way...i'm sure you know them all!

so even though i won't talk to any of you before it all goes down...you better wish me luck on a clean first episode of the omaha news!! just kidding...i know you will!


"no i won't cry on the outside, anymore."