getting older is random

it's crazy to sit here and write out my resume. i've obviously done it before and it's worked well enough to get me a job in my field. but now i'm looking at it and it actually looks like a real resume. you know, not the kind with the teachers that you have just out of high school or the kind with your boss at last summer's random part time job (aka my resume for fox). no, it actually has people in the business who know what they're talking about and have actual credibility to a possible future employer if they actually contact them.

i dunno...i guess i've been afraid of what is going to happen in the next couple of months, and just this last hour i've realized that it really isn't anything to be afraid of. i've been lucky in that i am heading into the job market a lot further ahead of most people i'm graduating with. things have worked out well for me and i'm thankful for that...i just have to trust that my problems and concerns will continue to work themselves out when the time comes.

other than that, we play adria tonight. i was pretty confident that we were going to win simply because i just was. we've never beaten them before, but there have been times when we've randomly been pretty close. plus now we have the godfather part 2 who kicks major ass. problem with the whole thing, though, is that todd is going to lame-hio so our karma will prolly be all jizacked up in the indoor center. meh...he already messed up the huskers this year by going to games. now he's going to mess up tiger toms by not going. what a punk.


"no i won't cry on the outside, anymore."