darn peer pressure

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
~Name: Jen
~Birthday: 7/29
~Birthplace: the 'ha
~Current Location: the 'ha
~Eye Color: hazel
~Hair Color: brown
~Height: 5'5"ish
~Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
~Your Heritage: American
~The Shoes You Wore Today: doc sandals w/ the ugly flower i don't like anymore
~Your Weakness: an honest smile...that totally includes the eyes
~Your Fears: tornadoes, ritual indian drums, failure, loneliness, remaining poor forever
~Your Perfect Pizza: bbq chicken from minsky's
~Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get accepted to syracuse's grad program with significant financial aid so i won't have to stress over whether i should go now or later
~Your Most Overused Phrase: either right on or your mom
~Thoughts First Waking Up: why does my side hurt when i take a deep breath? the puppies in my dream were adorable...wish i could go back to them.
~Your Best Physical Feature: derek says my smile.
~Your Bedtime: when i'm tired. could be midnight, could be noon.
~Your Most Missed Memory: the way it was that summer.
~Pepsi or Coke: diet coke with lime
~MacDonalds or Burger King: depends on what i want but usually mcd's
~Single or Group Dates: honestly, i prefer single but it always ends up being group
~Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: luke's right...chai
~Chocolate or Vanilla: am i on my rag or not?
~Cappuccino or Coffee: peppermint mocha frappucino
~Do you Smoke: negatory
~Do you Swear: fuck yeah...but i do want to stop or at least make it less frequent
~Do you Sing: mmhmm
~Do you Shower Daily: only if i didn't shower the day before...actually it depends. but at least 5 times a week. i won't ever go 2 days in a row without a shower. and when i miss one day, i must have taken one the night before, went to work, went to bed, did nothing the whole day and then went to bed. (i must be self-conscious of my smelliness...)
~Have you Been in Love: yep
~Do you want to go to College: been there, done that
~Do you want to get Married: yep
~Do you belive in yourself: when i think about it, no. when i go with the moment, yes.
~Do you get Motion Sickness: no
~Do you think you are Attractive: not particularly
~Are you a Health Freak: negatory
~Do you get along with your Parents: for the most part
~Do you like Thunderstorms: no
~Do you play an Instrument: used to play the violin and the drums. i do play a pretty mean recorder still.
~In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
~In the past month have you Smoked: nope
~In the past month have you been on Drugs: nothing illegal
~In the past month have you gone on a Date: hmmm?
~In the past month have you gone to a Mall: to pick up the klepto mac
~In the past Month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
~In the past month have you eaten Sushi: not in the last month, i don't think
~In the past month have you been on Stage: karaoke on the cruise
~In the past month have you been Dumped: nada
~In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: negatory
~In the past month have you Stolen Anything: i don't think so. but i might have taken a pen from work or eaten someone's food without asking.
~Ever been Drunk: yea
~Ever been called a Tease: used to. can't remember what that was like anymore.
~Ever been Beaten up: no
~Ever Shoplifted: yep
~How do you want to Die: financially secure so as not to be a burden on my family
~What do you want to be when you Grow Up: happy
~What country would you most like to Visit: anywhere in Europe, but the Czech Republic, Spain, France, Italy, and Greece top my list for different reasons

IN A BOY/GIRL...
~Favourite Eye Color: no preference
~Favourite Hair Color: hair? who needs hair?
~Short or Long Hair: need i repeat myself?
~Height: my height or taller, preferably. not a huge factor, though.
~Weight: healthy and comfortable with yourself.
~Best Clothing Style: doesn't play a role as long as you dress like yourself. but i do think somewhat tighter jeans and collared shirts are nice.
~Number of Drugs I have taken: let's see here...
~Number of CDs I own: don't know anymore
~Number of Piercings: sort of 7 but only 5 are still useable i think.
~Number of Tattoos: 0 for now
~Number of things in my Past I Regret: trying to get out of that sort of perspective on life right now. better to live in the present looking forward to the surprises in your future while remembering the memories of the past including lessons learned.



"no i won't cry on the outside, anymore."